Wah Lau!!!

Ok fine, the first day of this week I had a nightmare after watching horror movie is the first thing to happen and followed 2 days later, I barely woken up and alrd received a phone call. Initially I thought was some stranger or something but in the end was my younger brother. BUT, it wasn't him looking for me, it's Mrs Tan!!! OMG la, early morning first call to get is complain abt him forgetting to sign something. anyway it's regarding his homework etc... AIYO!!! why is he the only 1 giving us so much trouble la... Now I don't dare to go back KR le lor, feel so sia suah la... It's not I never try before helping him but if he don't put in effort, nothing I can help. He must help himself before I can help. Besides, my mum is always obstructing me in some way in helping him. SIAN LA!!! Plus frustrated... She thinks scold got use meh... if got, long ago alrd effective la but obviously not. That's why I often feel I'm like a parent. I don't like and hate it! Why can't I just play a normal daughter role without unnecessary worries? Fine, if anyone thinks that I didn't put in much effort in helping him etc., I'll try not to be bothered by it because they're not me. They don't know what kind of situation and how I feel exactly. But at times, being 'wronged' at does feel terrible.

Fine fine fine... I'm going to bury myself in sleep and don't care le la... want to say or blame me etc. also can't bother much alrd. I'm not wan neng!