It's back agn... I think...

Sch term is just abt to start in few days time but suddenly within these 2 days, 2 matters made me extremely sad, angry and worried. Why why why...?! Why just sch is abt to start, all these meddlesome problems kept coming in one by one? I don't want to be too worried but it's just a habit of mine cos I don't want to be too shocked that I'm unable to cope with any sudden attacks. That's why I always prepare for the worst of the worst although I know the possibility is low (a sign of positive thinking too isn't it). However it doesn't mean it's not possible. There's nth wrong anyway. I won't stop having such habit but at least in order not to be stressed out by it, I'm trying hard not to keep thinking it repeatedly. I'm really trying trying to change my over neg thinking cos I hate the feeling and it's definately unhealthy to well-being.

If it's for the best for the 2 rascals, I don't mind sacrificing. What can I do then? Why must I be born feeling 'old'?