At last, I know why am I feeling so particularly lost, confused recently but it's going to turn for the better. And also, I have to make a decision which no one is able to help me except myself cos it's my own life. Now I've got to know myself better it's a good thing too. Feel glad that there is a purpose or direction which I would like to go after. That's all I'm able to say cos the rest will stay within me. When the time is appropriate, perhaps I'll post it here. Sooo... bear with the suspense now...
Meanwhile, it's a good time to loosen up upon seeing old friend, also reminded me of old days that was simply toooo sweet... Though those days cannot be reversed but there will more of such times in the future. Not happening now doesn't mean it won't happen in the future. It could be just the inappropriate time to show up.
P.S. Does it sound kinda familiar?