Yozzz... I've been back for 3 days alrd. For the past 1 week in HK, that really seem quite long especially when there are unhappy times happened. Initially everything was rather good, going fine. I'm quite looking forward to it but graudally as the no. of days increased being with my aunt, I really can't stand her. At times, she will ask people questions which I deem as redundant or useless, and also she'll ask me same qns more than once and I have to repeat. This is what I dislike abt because I don't like to repeat same things twice... I'll get irritated by it. So is this a sign of old age? Being forgetful and even lost some kind of thinking process?
Secondly, due to her health conditions she can't walk too much or carry too heavy things. But I feel all these are excuses. Can't do something doesnt equal to 100% inability to do part of it. For instance, she can carry to bagful of things but why can't she carry it down from the plane's top cabin when was abt to get down the plane. I asked can u bring down those things and she replied, 'do u think I can?' WTH... I feel like replying yes why not, since u can carry it. Grrr... I have other bags and 1 cabin size luggage to take it down, why cant she just help abit and just sit there... sick doesnt mean total useless lor... All those are just excuses!
Back to when we're in HK shopping, there was 1 day we went shopping separately and only arranged to meet in the evening to go n meet her friends for dinner. when i met her, she said she's tired after 1 whole day and happily take my hand and put her bagful of things in my hand. what's the meaning of this man... As if i'm not tired ah... I also walked for 1 whole day lor and carried so many things... luckily i went back to hotel to put my things down. Nevertheless, that crumpler bag I carried was also rather heavy lor, my neck almost gave way... I thought after putting down those things i bought at least can feel lighter but nv expected this. Intially tell me dont walk so fast yet when im carrying her stuff, she walked way ahead of me. U call this tired? I doubt...
When we're going back to HK from Macau, I was really carry alot of bags lor... I myself alrd got 3 bagful of things to carry... yet I still have to help her carry 1 bag of hers and she just happily carry 1 bag only... And I look like 1 mad woman came from those mainland carrying so many many bags... Like running for my life, taking refuge somewhere else lor... I felt damn pathetic that time... And the best part is take free shuttle bus (provided by the hotel. And we didnt stay in that hotel. we stayed over at her friend's hse) to the pier to take ferry back to HK. Since we're carrying so many things why cant we take taxi since it's only a short distance. I don't mind paying lor... rather than squeezing up the bus with so many bags... it's really inconvenient ok... Then when I board the bus (i was the last among she and her friend), she told me to sit with her and help her with her luggage later when alighting... Grrr... I know her friend has back problems and I will help if I'm not stuck with so many bags! She shldnt be telling me these lor... I believe she can just lift the small luggage (cabin size) down the bus lor... this takes less than 1 min ok... it's isnt that heavy that will cause heart attack ok... it's not as if she'll be carrying it cont' for long period of time.
On the same day back to HK which was at night alrd, I intend to go n look for the shop where I can get the birkenstock i've been looking for. And to my surprise, those shop now only sells children wear! OMG!!! So i intend to go somewhere else nearby cos I have a whole list of shops. Then she said,' I suggest you call and find out first.' Obviously she's tired to walk (she was alrd sitting down). I really wanted to say back, 'if u're tired why don't u go back hotel first.' That is why I finally told her that I'm going to shop for my things on my own on the next day while she shop for her own stuff.
Soon, it was monday when we'll be returning back to SIN. On that particular morning, we are supposed to check out by 12pm. Because we have many things to carry, I think if call for the bellboy shld be better. It was almost 12pm alrd. Then she said still got time and happily sit there drinking coffee. To me, I don't care if there're many people checking out at the same time or even the hotel won't charge us extra for checking out later (not very late also... perhaps 15-30mins late), I prefer things to be done on time. Ok fine... I didn't anything and shut up. So when we're at the lobby checking out, another friend of hers came, bringing the wife biscuits she helped us to buy. They placed everything in that brown bag I have. So when abt to go to ground floor to put our luggage there, her friend said that bag packed with all the wife biscuits is really heavy. So my aunt tried it herself and said, 'ya really heavy'. Ok lor... fine... I got it! so I said, 'I'll carry then u pull my hello kitty luggage. OMG... My new luggage leh... when i returned home I realised there are scratches!!! I hardly pulled it lor... don know it's her fault or her friend accidentally caused it... My heart aches lor... If i have a choice I WONT let anyone besides myself or my mum to take it.
Her slowness and indecisiveness really irritates me at most times.
For the past 1 week, I'm really pissed off... for a moment I'm mad at my mum too cos she reluctant to let me go overseas myself so I have no choice but to ask my aunt if she wants to go. At first I thought was ok, no big problems but only when we're there all sorts of things happened which make me feel so mad. Thinking back, I can't blame my mum cos my bros are having exam soon and those men in my family are simply useless... everything all depend on my mum... Sick of saying them alrd... But even if they not having exams, I doubt my mum will leave 3 of them alone at home lor... ARGH!!! I'm sick sick sick!!! Sometimes I really feel I'm more like a mum rather than my MUM... And that is why when I'm at home, my temper is never good before... most of the time is having that fierce/strict looking, moody, grumpy, impatient look on me. U think I like meh. But really can't help it... both parents not strict to my bros, most of time only say with no actions so I got to act the bad person lor...
Take 2 days ago for instance, their last paper is only on the next day yet still bring a big group (and i really meant it. i think there are abt 10) of friends to my hse. When his friends all saw me came home, they getting ready to leave soon. That was pretty auto... But i think those who ever been to my hse with my being at home will know that I'm fierce and etc. Haiz... don know shld feel it's gd or bad... It's really feeling terrible and tired to be like this and I don't like it... If they can be more sensible I wont be like this le... this includes my mum. Just like last night, she must do every bits n pieces of housework such that all in place before going to bed. So i blasted at her! I must make sure she goes to bed otherwise I wont sleep. Haiz... only by sacrificing my sleep will make her go to bed slightly faster only otherwise she'll take her own sweet time. alrd not feeling that well yet still don know how to take care... only when becomes serious then got no choice but to rest early. WHY YOUNG N OLD ALL LIKE THAT???!!! SPARE ME CAN?!
Symphony of lights in HK.
All Prawn Wanton (back) & All Fish meat ball (front)
My All Time Fav. Phrase. At Macau Tower.
