Thinking abt lessons of life

Today I've read the response lpy wrote on trixy's wall. Indeed, trixy has mistaken that quitters withdrawed from *** is because cant take the stress. So far I only know 2 withdrawers (prefer to use withdrawers than quitters. u'll know why later) which are me (the head) followed by lpy. from lpy's reply she said it didnt apply much to her so she decided to go melb to study instead. So most probably she'll do back science line i suppose which is not much of a struggle for her anyway since not much change except for sch. Moreover her family has the money, can afford her expenses over there sooo okkkk...

I feel like writing on trixy's wall that actually why i chose to withdrawed is really after quite a struggle before I came to this decision. I admit stress is inevitable once enter uni but definately I'm not because of this. Before uni started, there is alrd a sense of relunctance within me which I ignored till when sch started. Partaially I do admit is the slight stress experienced at the start caused me to recognise the reluctance within me and ask myself is this what i really want. At last I know and finally admitted to the fact that I do not want to stay in the lab doing research. Doing science line this is definately 1 of the choices. Besides this, are dealing in sales or teacher. I don't like sales so no no... I don't reject the thought of being a teacher but regardless what I study can also be a teacher. However, being a teacher is like a 'backup, last resort' to me. many people in my situation will carry on because of reputation, money matters etc. but is that really what they want? Probably I will do the same if I continue to run away from the qns i have inside me, which is 'is this really what I want'? I thought probably due to uni stress so didnt want to think abt it. However, the feeling became stronger and stronger so I gave serious thought to it.

There are much thoughts within me which I wont elaborate but want to make 1 thing known to others. Do not follow blindly. U might not know what u want now but perhaps in the future u'll know. When u know what u want, do not run away. Accept it to save urself from agony. It will come hunting u if u force urself not to think abt it. Ultimately, only u know wad u like or want because it's your life, YOUR VERY OWN LIFE.