Awaiting

I've not been posting for the last 1/2 weeks because it's my calming period so more or less everything seems to be the same, continuously repeating and answering myself but after all still can't reach a firm decision. Actually by now, I'm sort of getting adapted n better to ntu's life alrd but still... even if i try to persuade myself which I can because I still like wad I'm doing (but does not mean I will want to work in that field). However, i think change of environment will be good too? I've asked people arnd me what shld i choose but all their ans are abt the same. "life is yours. as long u know wad u really want then go for it." this isn't helping me at all because I'm still indecisive. So what am I waiting for? Something which I don know? Awaiting someone to say the key point out. Although life is turning out to be better gradually and most probably i will forget and cast that big qns aside for quite some time and may only re-appear agn if 1 day the same thing happen to me agn which is suppress my feelings/needs within me n ignore its presence. So currently now still... not making much progress...