How can they not able to smell anything?!

I was just out for a while and the moment I returned home, I felt something was amissed. I kept smelling gas! I thought it was illusion or what but it isnt! I'm just able to smell it especially when in the kitchen. So I looked wrong and guess what?! The stove's gas switch was on! omg omg omg la!!! No one uses it except my mum and I was out with her in the morning so left all the males at home. And they've been at home for whole day yet unable to detect the smell?! can u believe it? Even when I alarmed them, yet they still can't smell it! This is way too too dangerous alrd la. If I didnt detect it, something cound to happen 1 lor... I'm thinking what will happen if I'm not at home. Such small thing also didn't notice leh, how low guarded are they and how can I not worry abt them right? Wau Lau la! When ever will they be more alert, pay more attention to their surroundings?!
What a stupid family I have and I can't stand it laaaa!!!

Wah Lau!!!

Ok fine, the first day of this week I had a nightmare after watching horror movie is the first thing to happen and followed 2 days later, I barely woken up and alrd received a phone call. Initially I thought was some stranger or something but in the end was my younger brother. BUT, it wasn't him looking for me, it's Mrs Tan!!! OMG la, early morning first call to get is complain abt him forgetting to sign something. anyway it's regarding his homework etc... AIYO!!! why is he the only 1 giving us so much trouble la... Now I don't dare to go back KR le lor, feel so sia suah la... It's not I never try before helping him but if he don't put in effort, nothing I can help. He must help himself before I can help. Besides, my mum is always obstructing me in some way in helping him. SIAN LA!!! Plus frustrated... She thinks scold got use meh... if got, long ago alrd effective la but obviously not. That's why I often feel I'm like a parent. I don't like and hate it! Why can't I just play a normal daughter role without unnecessary worries? Fine, if anyone thinks that I didn't put in much effort in helping him etc., I'll try not to be bothered by it because they're not me. They don't know what kind of situation and how I feel exactly. But at times, being 'wronged' at does feel terrible.

Fine fine fine... I'm going to bury myself in sleep and don't care le la... want to say or blame me etc. also can't bother much alrd. I'm not wan neng!

Once agn...

I totally can't sleep last night. I spent the whole day at home because I'm having mood swings agn. I yearned to go out yesterday cos it'll be the last weekend of holiday so I hope to be enjoyable but somehow because my bro doesnt wants to join me for it and the other 1 is sick, i flared up. In the end, supposedly intended to go for buffet also didn't go just because I'm having mood swings. I felt suppressed and very sad when the night came. When I was about to sleep, don't know why I just started crying and resulted unable to sleep. When I tried hard to clear all thoughts and managed to fall asleep, within an hr later I woke up. And started crying agn which I can't control somehow... I just felt very sad because have to return to sch on the day after next. I just felt scared and don't wish to return to those days so I didn't want to spend the whole of today at home too cos I know I'll be bored and start to think silly agn. So I told mummy and today indeed we spent the whole morning n afternoon outside. Time passes extremely fast when out and 1 day is going to be over soon. Haizzz... How how how??? At least today didi made me feel happy with his usual crappy character but I wonder am I able to sleep soundly tonight anot. Really scared of sch n sch days... but I also know I can't keep on crying...